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My assigned blog for this month was Jane's Adventures in Dinner.  Upon receiving the assignment I browsed the site,  bookmarking recipes as I went along.  I generally try to make my assignment recipe at least a week before the posting date just in case I screw it up as this allows me the time to try again and/or select a different recipe.  Unfortunately that wasn't the case this time around and it wasn't until this past weekend that I selected, made and typed up my recipe.  It's safe to say that March didn't get off to a good start for me: the passing of my cat Lucy, fuckery from the narcissist ex, and feelings of general discontent (which I had been unsuccessfully ignoring for weeks) had me twisted and before I knew it, St. Patrick's Day was here, which ment reveal day was a mere two days away and I had work Saturday night, which ultimately left me with even less time. Feeling anxious, I grabbed my tablet and started re-browsing Jane's Adventures:  Pumpkin Pizza, Stuffed Cabbage, Tortilla Lasagna, Banana Rum Brulee....  As you can see I had an awesome selection to choose from.  Since I was short on time, I decided to base my recipe selection on the ingredients I had on hand.  I trotted downstairs to the kitchen and scanned the fridge and pantry.  Of course, I had the bare minimum in the house to work with which came as no surprise here considering the way things have been going, but then, in a sudden twist of luck (and just as I started to panic), I stumbled upon Jane's Irish Soda Bread post. Woo hoo, crisis diverted!  In addition to having everything I needed on hand, it was St Patrick's Day!  This couldn't have worked out any more perfect.

I've never made Irish Soda Bread, but I have eaten it before.  Every year my neighbor makes some and sends it over.   Its the only Irish Soda Bread I ever actually enjoyed, but due to the whole vegan thing, I haven't eaten any in years.   My lack of experience in the Irish Soda Bread area results in me having no recollection of its texture or taste, truth be told the first that comes to mind when I think of Irish Soda Bread is that it has raisins in it.  The second thing that comes to mind is green sugar sprinkles. My neighbor used some on hers. I liked that part best.  *chuckles*

Note:  I adapted Jane's recipe to make the bread vegan and gluten free.  I thought it came out delicious and I ate a considerable amount of it in one sitting *blushes*   I have no idea how close the taste is to traditional Irish Soda Bread and while the texture is slightly crumbly, I consider this recipe a keeper!  

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Irish Soda Bread
Adapted from: Jane's Adventures in Dinner

2 cups gluten free flour *
1/2 tsp salt
1 tsp baking soda
1 1/2 tsp baking flour
2 tsp guar gum
5 Tbs Earth Balance Shortening, cut small
1 cup unsweetened coconut milk + 1/2 tsp lemon juice
2 eggs worth Ener-G Foods Egg Replacer
2 Tbs Brown Rice Syrup
1 cup currants

Mix all the dry ingredients together in a mixing bowl.  Set aside.   In a shot glass prepare the egg replacer and in a measuring cup combine coconut milk with the lemon juice. Set those aside. 

Preheat oven to 350F and prepare your baking pan (parchment line a baking sheet or grease and flour a cake pan). Set pan aside.

Cut shortening into the dry ingredients (I used my fingers to do this), until flour resembles a coarse meal.  Make a little well in the middle and add wet ingredients.  Mix until the dough just comes together, then gently stir in currants.   Scoop dough onto prepared sheet and with wet hands (to prevent sticking), shape into a loaf.  Then, using a serated knife, cut an X into the top of the dough.  Place pan into the oven and bake at 350F until golden and hollow sounding when you tape it, which was approximately 35 minutes in my oven.  When baking is complete, remove pan from oven and allow to cool before transpiring. 

Enjoy with ample butter and green sugar sprinkles!

_Thank you, Jane for the fantastic recipe,  and to the Secret Recipe Club for the much need fun in my otherwise lackluster month thus far.  Hope you all had a lovely weekend and positive vibes for a fantastic week ahead.

On a sour note, as if the events above weren't enough, a certain someone felt the need to kick me while I was down.  Sunday night I received a call from him.  Upon hearing his voice, tears flowed from my eyes and I shared the sad news.  Two hours later, I heard my front door open.  The ex had come to console me.  Most would say this was to be expected, as a few months into knowing him he lost his beloved cat, but several would shake their heads in disapproval while pointing out how I walked right into the chain of events that transpired from there.  Less than 24 hours after arriving at my house, he suggested I keep his cat, as he wasn't in a position to care for her, and if I didn't he would be dropping her off at a shelter.  REALLY GUY?!  REALLY?!   Don't get me wrong, I adore his cat and I 100% agreed that he was in no way shape or form in a position to care for her, but ARE YOU F@$%ING KIDDING ME?!  Needless to say words were exchanged but the fuckery didn't hit it's high note until later in the week, which is when he deemed me an awful person and felt it best to never speak to me again.  Yeah, you read that right.  Fast forward a few days after that when he texts that he has the money he owes me, and when I ask how he wants to work giving it to (ie: dropping it off at my house or us meeting up somewhere) he proceeds to say that he isn't really sure when he can do that he hasn't found a new place to live yet.  WTF?!  SERIOUSLY???!!??  THEN WHY BRING IT UP??!!??  As I sit here and reflect what eats at me most is the fact that out of all people I thought he would understand my loss most considering the traumatic loss of his cat left him broken and unable to function.  His inability to show true, ongoing empathy disturbs me, and I must continuously remind myself that all this is his malfunction and not mind.  It nonetheless stings.

I feel the need to sit with my woes a little longer, but then it's time to pick up the pieces and start putting myself back together.  Positive vibes to all for a fantastic weekend ahead.  Until next time, I'm off like a prom dress!

Antique Broccoli
Adapted from this recipe by Linda Larsen

3 cups broccoli florettes
2 carrots, peeled and sliced
2 small white onions, chopped
1/4 cup earth balance vegan buttery spread
1/4 cup gluten free all purpose flour (I used Bob’s)
2 cups unsweetened original almond coconut milk blend
Fresh ground pepper, to taste
Garlic powder, to taste
1 – 1 ½ cups cheese shreds (I used a mix of Daiya Mozzarella & Daiya Cheddar)
1/4 cup nutritional yeast
1 slice Tapioca Bread, processed in food processor 

Wash and chop vegetables.  Place in 9 x 13 baking dish.  Set aside.

Preheat oven 350F.

In heavy saucepan over low heat, melt 1/4 cup vegan buttery spread. Stir in the gluten free flour with a wire whisk. Cook over low heat for three minutes, stirring constantly (this mixture is called a roux). Do not allow the mixture to brown. Gradually stir in milk, whisking constantly. Cook over low heat for 3-5 more minutes until sauce begins to thicken. Season to taste, then stir in the vegan cheese shreds and the nutritional yeast.  Remove from heat and stir until the cheese melts and the sauce blends. Pour over vegetables in baking dish. Sprinkle with bread crumbs.   

Bake casserole, uncovered, at 350 degrees for 30-40 minutes, or until bubbly and topping is crisp and golden brown.

Note:
For the Chicken Fried Steak, I followed this recipe, but used gluten and dairy free versionsof the ingredients.